i’m so tired.
i’m so tired of pretending this is what i want or what i like.
i don’t feel the connections anymore. i can’t sense logic here. i can’t find any friends, because the old ones are too old and too far. i can’t talk without being bored or without feeling this is totally unnecessary.
that i’d rather be at home smoking a cig or watching tv.
nobody gets things.
nobody gets anything. the worst thing we are used to do is to tell stuff. don’t tell things. don’t speak. people don’t really care. just save the stories for yourself, because you are always going to listen to opinions you don’t need. you don’t want.
you know it, even your friends think bullshit about you, just as you think about them, but it’s better to keep it to yourself.
i’m so lost.